{"id":1525,"date":"2009-08-27T23:28:00","date_gmt":"2009-08-27T23:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mayanktrivedi.net\/poems\/2009\/08\/27\/the-dilemma-to-return\/"},"modified":"2009-08-27T23:28:00","modified_gmt":"2009-08-27T23:28:00","slug":"the-dilemma-to-return","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mayanktrivedi.net\/poems\/2009\/08\/27\/the-dilemma-to-return\/","title":{"rendered":"The Dilemma to Return"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">When I first left home<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">I went under the dome<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">from there went to Rome <\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">to buy things of Chrome<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">the world kept pulling me<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">down I went on my knee<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">to find the love of life<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">wanted her to be my wife<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">but then off she went<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">though in front of her I bent<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">bent to to plead her to stay<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">bent to stop her in her way<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">Nothing worked as I wanted<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">her effect just haunted<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">Am now at a juncture<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">need to ensure and figure<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\"><br \/><\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">Where do I head from here<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">Go home or stay somewhere near<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">To wait for her to come back<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 0, 0);\"><b><span  style=\"font-size:large;\">of this feeling is just to sack<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I first left home I went under the dome from there went to Rome to buy things of Chrome the world kept pulling me down I went on my knee to find the love of life wanted her to be my wife but then off she went though in front of her I bent 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